can once in a lifetime happen twice?

this is really gonna be more like a diary, just sth that reminds me of what i'm doing, who i am, where i'm heading.

life's been speeding by ever since uni started, and year one's seen so many changes. there were sad and happy moments - and one fact remains, that i can never reverse all that has happened.

'can once in a lifetime happen twice?' Someone once told me, if it happens twice it's not called once in a lifetime. Yeah true, but that's totally missing the pt. this quote comes from serendipity, my favourite movie. it's all abt fate, serendipity, and finding the one you love. idealistic, naive, maybe even silly; very much describes me. i once had someone who was so much like me, and i'll never forget the memories we had. time passed, and things eventually ended. i do not deny that it was very much my fault. i missed him lots and i can never have him back. all i hope for is to be lucky enough to find that special someone who makes me so deliriously happy again. have i? perhaps.

i hate the way i write; it's simple and unsophisticated. reading others' blogs inspires me to write as well, not like a doctor with limited vocabulary and expressions. not like a doctor who scrawls across the records, eager to move on. i want to take the time to smell the flowers, be awed by the beauty of nature, and appreciate my loved ones.

what will the next 3 mths bring?