I screwed up for mass like never before! everybody claimed they never heard my mistakes..maybe they really didn't but self-knowledge of a mistake is one of the worst.
Discovered a new good-looking guy!! haha i told my best friend in there to go for him but she thinks i'm crazy.
Hm. There is this little bimbotic side of me which has never disappeared. I may put on all these silly appearances so as not to look dumb/air-headed but deep down, I am a silly little girl. I spend my money on frivolous thing, donate once in awhile to make myself feel better, have crushes on good-looking guys (that's totally sec. sch), giggle and giggle etc etc.
So many things are happening around me and all I do is whine(yes, whine), shop and dine. It's not that i don't care about the floods, earthquakes, bombs and everything bad. I really do; it's just that these things seem to be occurring so often that it no longer seems shocking to hear such news. Figures of people who perished are but figures; pictures of catastrophes are jolting, if only for an instant. A part of me has decided that if people want to design and make bombs and do such horrible things to each other, they deserve all this shit; if pple even have the conscience to embezzle funds for victims of disasters, maybe we're better off all dead. It seems that I can't do anything to help anyone, to change anything. So I simply go about doing all the things which luckier people like me enjoy and take for granted.
Perhaps next month, I'll get to see something new. I'm signing up for a day trip to Batam with some docs and dentists; they're setting up a clinic which will provide monthly medical services to the people there.
So some good advice for myself. Eat and be merry this Christmas, which is always a season of decadence and abundance (irony at its best). But remember those who have nothing at all, not even a warm meal or bed to rest in.
Oh! and of course I need to remember to study! 2 weeks for microB sounds horrifyingly little. But I only have myself to blame, going for the retreat, christmass dinner and carollings this week. and CAW meeting on saturday.
Damned all those idiots who scheduled the test on the first day of sch right after the hols. No wonder it's a stereotype that doctors/medical students are such bores.
Christmas gathering, anyone?
"No, sorry, I need to study!"
Discovered a new good-looking guy!! haha i told my best friend in there to go for him but she thinks i'm crazy.
Hm. There is this little bimbotic side of me which has never disappeared. I may put on all these silly appearances so as not to look dumb/air-headed but deep down, I am a silly little girl. I spend my money on frivolous thing, donate once in awhile to make myself feel better, have crushes on good-looking guys (that's totally sec. sch), giggle and giggle etc etc.
So many things are happening around me and all I do is whine(yes, whine), shop and dine. It's not that i don't care about the floods, earthquakes, bombs and everything bad. I really do; it's just that these things seem to be occurring so often that it no longer seems shocking to hear such news. Figures of people who perished are but figures; pictures of catastrophes are jolting, if only for an instant. A part of me has decided that if people want to design and make bombs and do such horrible things to each other, they deserve all this shit; if pple even have the conscience to embezzle funds for victims of disasters, maybe we're better off all dead. It seems that I can't do anything to help anyone, to change anything. So I simply go about doing all the things which luckier people like me enjoy and take for granted.
Perhaps next month, I'll get to see something new. I'm signing up for a day trip to Batam with some docs and dentists; they're setting up a clinic which will provide monthly medical services to the people there.
So some good advice for myself. Eat and be merry this Christmas, which is always a season of decadence and abundance (irony at its best). But remember those who have nothing at all, not even a warm meal or bed to rest in.
Oh! and of course I need to remember to study! 2 weeks for microB sounds horrifyingly little. But I only have myself to blame, going for the retreat, christmass dinner and carollings this week. and CAW meeting on saturday.
Damned all those idiots who scheduled the test on the first day of sch right after the hols. No wonder it's a stereotype that doctors/medical students are such bores.
Christmas gathering, anyone?
"No, sorry, I need to study!"
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