hmm..

school for me is about ups and downs. plenty of downs and a few, tiny bursts of happiness. it's like a fish drowning at the shore, with the ocean but a few leaps away. i've always been great at compartmentalizing my life. i refuse to let anything unhappy render me totally useless. Now more than ever, that's really something which has to come true. after many terrible grades, ytd brought news which has never been worse. It doesn't count for much really, but the reality that the rest are disappearing beyond the horizon was hardly a comforting thought.