I really lost it today.
I don't understand. If you aren't angry, and you really mean for us to be friends, why do you continue being so unfriendly? The apology on Monday just doesn't seem to be. I thought that things would get better after that, but apparently not.

Can I please get eaten by a shark so that I don't have to feel so upset again?



And there is still my unresolved issue with ni. talking to sher today made me feel more certain about what i want, and what i need to do. I just wish i could be more certain, and that i knew how.