Sick again, don't know what's wrong with my stupid immune system.

Very pissed off, have taken 2 days of MC already. That lingering cough from the previous illness in July was just started to get better, and now there's an irritating sorethroat and fever.

Don't really care if I don't have to worry about going back to work, and I have all the time in the world to rest. Just annoyed that I have to work tomorrow from Fri-Sunday for the stupid night shift nonsense. I'm never going to get well at this rate.

Very pissed off with work. I have to log my stupid duty hours which are mostly fake anyway, log my stupid cases, do my mcqs for stupid exam, and now, I even have to submit them to someone who will be making sure that i'm doing at least xx number of questions per week. Ridiculous.

To be fair, things are actually much better now. The calls are down to 3 max per month, and they are no longer full calls. I should be appreciating the extra time I have.

Sometimes, I don't know how to spend my time. With my family? They will just drive me mad. My mum just tried to ask me to eat yoghurt that is 1 day past its expiry date. I don't mind if i'm not already sick and I don't have to work for the next 3 days in a row. She has to say some sarcastic shit like im kiasee etcetc. and she/my dad will eat it. I will be so pissed off if I eat it and bloody get diarrhoea. I will be in absolute shit if I can't find anybody to do my night shift x 3 nights, which I will likely not be able to do so since it is a wonderful lovely weekend that nobody will really want to spend in the hospital, working.

Friends are good, but what I really yearn for is a warm family and home to return to everyday