Because this place is getting a little too gloomy

Faith sees the invisible,

Feels the intangible and

Achieves the impossible

Nobody should ever assume that the other is obliged to endure unreasonable or illogical behaviour out of gratitude for kindness previously shown.

1 week to the dreaded exams

Did the laundry today.

But apparently I can still be faulted for that. For a small thing like using the short poles to hang the clothes outside. (Even though all the long poles have been used) !@#$!%@$@#

I'm said to be lazy because of that. I obviously raise my voice in self-defence.

Even if the long poles were not all already used, so what? There's no big deal. Really, what is the issue? I simply do not understand.

And she dares to say that I wouldn't use that tone if I were talking to my mother-in-law.

Mother-in-law or not, if you are going to be so ridiculous and you dare to say this sort of rubbish to me, I will tell you to go bloody do the laundry yourself.

She ends off by telling me to ask him when he is going to marry me.

How can anyone live with a person like that?!

Sick again, don't know what's wrong with my stupid immune system.

Very pissed off, have taken 2 days of MC already. That lingering cough from the previous illness in July was just started to get better, and now there's an irritating sorethroat and fever.

Don't really care if I don't have to worry about going back to work, and I have all the time in the world to rest. Just annoyed that I have to work tomorrow from Fri-Sunday for the stupid night shift nonsense. I'm never going to get well at this rate.

Very pissed off with work. I have to log my stupid duty hours which are mostly fake anyway, log my stupid cases, do my mcqs for stupid exam, and now, I even have to submit them to someone who will be making sure that i'm doing at least xx number of questions per week. Ridiculous.

To be fair, things are actually much better now. The calls are down to 3 max per month, and they are no longer full calls. I should be appreciating the extra time I have.

Sometimes, I don't know how to spend my time. With my family? They will just drive me mad. My mum just tried to ask me to eat yoghurt that is 1 day past its expiry date. I don't mind if i'm not already sick and I don't have to work for the next 3 days in a row. She has to say some sarcastic shit like im kiasee etcetc. and she/my dad will eat it. I will be so pissed off if I eat it and bloody get diarrhoea. I will be in absolute shit if I can't find anybody to do my night shift x 3 nights, which I will likely not be able to do so since it is a wonderful lovely weekend that nobody will really want to spend in the hospital, working.

Friends are good, but what I really yearn for is a warm family and home to return to everyday