I'm home! fell sick so i decided against going to cgh.

of late, I've become very resigned to whatever comes my way..It's not like i have a choice anyway. First, it was cgh and 730 days. then, it was the fact that i wasn't spared from that place on saturdays either. that was followed by the news of up and coming patho c.as in early august and september, which clash with our end-of-postings test. now, it's having the c.as moved to jan, which means we have to spend our precious 2week break in dec prepping for it. i have an immense dislike for the dean's office and their stupid policies and inefficiency..pple who make our life a shit unnecessarily. life is cruel, and yet not entirely unfair. i chose this path and i jolly well gotta do my best.

It's not all that bad, though. Have gotten to know some of my cg-mates better and it's fun gg around with them. some of the ops have been cool too..we saw an orchidectomy, which involves the removal of testes..as well as a circumcision..and some other stuff in the uro ot. I trembled so much the first time i drew blood..wonder what it will be like if I ever, one day, get to do surgery.

Can't believe i'm sick now. there's lianne's chocolate buffet party at fullerton tmr and i was intent on having a feast! not so sure about that now. blame it on the night duty on tues and party on wed. haha some of them hired a stripper for julie's party and i thot it was kinda funky till it actually happened. sher and i were so traumatized!! poor julie. it is quite sick..and i can't believe that's the best thing pple can come up with for their hen/stag party.

rush rush

life is a mad rush..I'm rushing through the day, everyday.
I rush to cgh..rush to get out my stuff..rush around with the busy docs on ward rounds..
rush through lunch..rush through reading some bit of info i never knew before..
rush through whatever needs to be done so i can rush home,
rush through dinner..rush through feeding beanie..and rush through my bath.
Then i rush to cram more stuff in..and rush to wash up and sleep.

And I rush to fall asleep for fear of being zombified the next day.

After staring at 'rush' so many times, it's starting to look mis-spelt.
I feel so busy, and yet I don't feel like i'm achieving anything.
No time to meet up with friends who are equally busy..
No time to really call anyone or meet up proper for a good chat..
Everyone's soon going to forget that I even exist.

Ok, sulk, rushing off to bed now.

Not blogging much now, but i just had to, cause of a lovely song. It's been a weekend of birthday parties..fish's ytd, cel's just this evening and shareen's tmr. not forgetting sab's coming up soon :)

so cel had ngak and his friend come down to play and they're soooooo so. good. I could have sat there the whole night just listening to them blissfully if not for the fact that it's not nice being anti-social at a party and that they do actually charge by the set.

Now, this song is jus stuck in my head..He sang it so beautifully :)

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

Ok, this post is totally meaningless and brainless. hee.
gdnite dears..more updates tmr.