It's a really beautiful musical..hearing those tunes I used to play as what they should really be. Finally watching sth I've been longing to see since primary sch! (when it last came).

(Raoul)
No more talk of darkness,
forget these wide-eyed fears;
I'm here, nothing can harm you,
my words will warm and calm you.
Let me be your freedom,
let daylight dry your tears;
I'm here, with you, beside you,
to guard you and to guide you.

(Christine)
Say you'll love me ev'ry waking moment;
turn my head with talk of summertime.
Say you need me with you now and always;
promise me that all you say is true,
that's all I ask of you.

(Raoul)
Let me be your shelter,
let me be your light;
you're safe, no one will find you,
your fears are far behind you.

(Christine)
All I want is freedom,
a world with no more night;
and you, always beside me,
to hold me and to hide me.

(Raoul)
Then say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime;
let me lead you from you solitude.
Say you need me with you, here beside you,
anywhere you go, let me go too,
that's all I ask of you.

(Christine)
Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime.
Say the word and I will follow you.

(Together)
Share each day with me, each night, each morning.

(Christine)
Say you love me...

(Raoul)
You know I do.

(Together)
Love me, that's all I ask of you.

Anywhere you go let me go too

Love me...
that's all I ask of you.

And that was for me one of the most moving songs in the entire evening.

hmm..

school for me is about ups and downs. plenty of downs and a few, tiny bursts of happiness. it's like a fish drowning at the shore, with the ocean but a few leaps away. i've always been great at compartmentalizing my life. i refuse to let anything unhappy render me totally useless. Now more than ever, that's really something which has to come true. after many terrible grades, ytd brought news which has never been worse. It doesn't count for much really, but the reality that the rest are disappearing beyond the horizon was hardly a comforting thought.

The calender's up! Click on it and add away :)

sorry dears! that our flowery gathering was cancelled just the night before. hang in there everyone..all the best for tests and interviews k :)

today was an exciting day. was back in sch studying and neuro results were out! yay! i was so happy again. i got 90/100!! (that's really insignificant cos the test is less than 10% of my final grade but whatever). And plus, groupings for the pre-clinical course was out. Super exciting to kpo around and see who's with who. I'll be going to sgh this time. I'm really glad it wasn't cgh!

I guess today has really motivated me to work even harder, to make sure i don't get r.e.t.a.i.n.e.d!! because i'm all ready to start clinicals and have a fresh start to better grades and making more friends in med..most of them are really jus acquaintances.

shites it's so late!!

everything has been about me, me and me.
i'm so sorry for having been such a selfish prick.
i didn't want to meet up before c.as, but now tt i'm done, lorac is busy. and we're still meeting up, despite her super packed schedule. i hardly did anything as a caw main comm-er; while everybody else was slogging their butts off, i was relatively free. i always had my c.as as excuses, and i never thought about others who had assignments too. i'm so sorry....

The voyage of discovery is not in seeking new landscapes
But in having new eyes

oh yes :)
and i finally passed my much-hated subject..
scored a 59 (only).
i shouldn't be too happy..
but i was really happy to pass :)

had a severely depressing period of self-doubt and uncertainty..
knowing i wasn't good enough..
for this and what is to come.
worrying about the challenges ahead..
worried about being left behind.

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining
I believe in love even when i do not feel it
I believe in God even when He is silent.

I've been very happy :)

post-microb was spent lunching with the og, shopping with sher and coffee with chris.
friday was n-day..finally went to kuishinbo and caught 300. heh too bad we didn't hear the ksb song..no free mochi :( then we came back to watch open season and superman returns.
saturday was makeover day with cho..had so much gunk on my face eww. no more makeovers for me! at least it was free..shopped the whole day away. spent sunday catching up with ded followed by blading at ecp. yay! finally can blade.

went to shop with sher ytd..then had steamboat with n..and the magical balloon ride. beams :)
nice experience..kinda scary at first! haha. someone was too scared to take a picture!

today was the 1st day back to the books..
and thus begins The Great Countdown to pros.

when i felt my table moving, i thot it was just a result of over-mugging.
there was another earthquake in indonesia..
must really suck living on Sumatra island.
Hope there weren't many casualties..

*silent prayer*

i did it i did it!
somebody came banging on my door at 9 to wake me up.
bleahs.
in my just-rolled-out-of-bed look i bumped into 2 friends from css,
who promptly commented so at breakfast.
at least i had a restful sleep..
without any disturbing dreams this time.

hope u'll get the internship lorac!!

it's Lent now,
a time for fostering a deeper r'ship with God
if I haven't been doing so.
A time for fasting, penance and alms-giving.
a time to remind ourselves why He died for us.

You'll never let me go, through it all.

I've been sleeping at 0130 and waking up at 1030..Not good at all.

The only thing that's come out of this horrendous sleep pattern is that I think the time I wake up at is just after REM sleep. (interesting right?) We have dreams every night during REM sleep..and whether or not we remember our dreams depends on when we wake up (I think). So anway, I've been having very disturbing dreams of late; dreams that remind me to do things which I've been putting off (nightmares more like it), dreams that depict me doing the un-thinkable e.g shop-lifting!!, and dreams of HeWhoShallNotBeNamed. In one of them, he was holding someone's hand, and looking very happy indeed.

I shall attempt to wake up at 945 tmr.

3 days to the big paper! the much-hated subject which i have been failing.