I'm in such a bad mood now..Super tired and cranky.
Which stupid fucker scheduled classes at school in the afternoons after ward work in the morning deserves to eat shit and die. It takes fucking long to travel from home to cgh, then cgh to nus and still have enough fucking brains to attend 4 hours of classes. As if it weren't bad enough to do it every Monday, we're not even spared on Tuesdays. Not everybody gets nuh or sgh, and definitely not everyone has a car. It's stupid fucking cgh.

And i've got to be there at shit 730 tmr..Which means my poor dad has to fetch me there cos he insists it's too early to mrt all the way.

Had a night out at New Asia Bar..
It's on the 71st floor of Swissotel and the view is really breathtaking.
I want a house with a view in future, complete with full-length windows. At the end of a long and tiring day, i think it'd be wonderful to come back and soak in the lights of the night. Therapeutic, relaxing and even romantic if there's a special someone to share it with.

Happiness is...
Being surrounded by Daniel Wu posters while in the underpass;
Having my favourite playlist on Repeat mode;
Eating green tea pocky from cho
Waking at 10am everyday, without a worry in the world;
Scooping up a fantastic buy from tangs at a mere $4.50;
Seeing 2 rainbows after the rain.

If only happiness were that easy to find, and that easy to keep.

I'm back from camp!
Pleased to have re-affirmed friendships and made new ones.
Most importantly, I now know that deciding not to be with nich was the best option for me . Since Monday, I've been feeling an aching feeling of sadness and loss. On recon. night though, I felt an intense sense of peace and calm which I've never experienced before. There were no more tears left in me, and there was no longer any inner struggle. I miss him, definitely, but there is now less reproach and self-doubt.

Today, I saw somebody at the mrt station wearing his shirt and carrying his backpack. And i really sillily thought for a moment that it was him. Until he turned around and suddenly it was like a bolt from the blue and it was back to reality for me.

First day of camp was quite fun. The juniors are full of shit and that's good enough therapy for me i think. Playing tmr night for pnw..It's a different experience everytime. I hope it goes well and our music warms even the coldest of hearts.

i'm excited. Going for a free drum lesson with az next week. I've always wanted to try the drums..and the best thing is..IT'S FREE! :)

sweet goodbye

Yesterday, I used up my last see you tomorrow.

Time, sometimes the time just slips away
And you're left with yesterday
Left with the memories
I, I'll always think of you and smile
And be happy for the time
I had you with me
Though we go our separate ways
I won't forget so don't forget
The memories we made.

It feels weird, it's like counting down to your last breath. Day after day, you do more of each, hoping in vain to make up for the moments that will never be, the things that will never be done, the words unspoken.

See you tomorrow suddenly seems so much more precious, because there aren't many tomorrows left.

It's raining in the garden
It's raining in the fields
It's raining in the forest
As far as I can see

3 days into the hols and it's been good :)
Started off with a bang (qing's bday party), followed by meeting up with sher and lianne for tea and cho's bday dinner. Today was letters from Iwo Jima day and i collected my new specs too! No more orange frames..Black is my new favourite.

Before the movie, Iwo Jima was a person (oops). Now, I know that it's the name of an island. It was about fierce fighting, tears, the loss of loved ones and blind loyalty to honour, glory and country. Our boys go through national service and laugh it off; I wish they never have to put their skills to use because war is such a terrible thing. It's one of those experiences which one cannot even begin to imagine until it really occurs.

Also watched Infamous last week. Went in not knowing what to expect, since we only caught it as Priceless was sold out :( I'm glad it was a good movie too. At the very least, it sparked some interest in reading Breakfast at Tiffany's and In Cold Blood. That shall be on my to-do list this hols. I haven't touched a novel in a long time! guilty guilty.

They say that falling in love is wonderful
It's wonderful, so they say.
And with the moon up above,
It's wonderful
It's wonderful, so they tell me.

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